Wednesday, September 24, 2008

What do I like?

I have flaunted my lack of passion and ambition in this world to those who would be disappointed to hear it. Lazy simplicity brings a warm, sleepy contentment that dwells for hours, and companionship the pleasure of forgetting everything beyond the simply lazy. If those are things that bring me happiness, how can I possibly earn a living from that? I have no pride in my achievements. The barely recent accomplishments which I hold most dear are the placement of HERSHEY on the snowy banks of GV, taking third highest scoring individual in Villanova Quizbowl, and being called the poster child for mallet percussion by an instructor from a school even ours can deem sub-par. I dream of distance and escaping the fate that everything here must come to an end, whether or not before its time. Perhaps at college I will find my calling. Maybe I will discover it was not college actually calling. My parents continually express distaste at my potential life choices. Cultural history appeals to me, but daily practicing it in any form of income earning profession would bore. Psychology and the mysterious origin of mind has perplexed me beyond any other subject, but I am disgusted by people. Sex counselor hasn't been brought up. But if I do wind up becoming a stripper and living in a van, I hope that van will have enough gas to get me close to finding something I want.

"But in the hereness of dusk I am moving toward the doomlike bells through the flowered air, beneath the rising moon."

Sunday, September 21, 2008

92% Full Requires I clear things out

Selfish! Selfish! Selfish!
-Dave

That's so cute and little-kid. Cheerios and chocolate. I love it. Did you do anything else noteworthy today besides watching movies?
-Dave

I don't mean to be impatient for a response but I'm really tired. Busy afternoon I guess. I'll see you tomorrow. Thanks for everything you've done to make me the happiest dude in the state. :] Sleep well and sweet dreams, Chloe. I love you. <3
-Dave

Haha word to that babe! I'd "hypothetically" "produce viable offspring" with you any day of the week. Let's give Lamark some credibility and adapt!
-Dave

You've never had a Filaffle?!? Holy shit Chloe we're getting Filaffles a.s.a.p.! What you're describing sounds just like Filaffle bread. They're incredible!
-Dave

P.S. I'd rather you fuck social norms than fuck me. Who needs them anyway?
-Dave

I believe all of that 100%. I can say that I really felt something different when we said goodbye on Friday night in my dad's driveway. Your mom kind of interrupted, but the love and the trust felt like it was all there. Maybe some kind of progress. Any truth to that?
-Dave

I certainly will, Chloe, and I trust you will as well. I'll see you in the morning. I love you. Goodnight. <3
-Dave

Grammar doesn't really concern me, that's still a great way to end the night. :] Enjoy your daily dose of existentialism. See you tomorrow. Goodnight love. <3
-Dave

I can't get enough of that goofy grin. :] Get that much needed rest. Have awesome dreams and I'll see you tomorrow one way or another. I love you. <3 x0x0
-Dave

Okay. That's a shame, really, considering nobody else is likely to be home at that time.
-Dave, in reference to:

"If you come over any time before 1:30 I'll probably be in the shower :P" -Dave
"As much as I'd love to stumble upon you in that condition in the future, I don't believe I will make it over before then." -Chloe