Thursday, April 30, 2009

I'm such a survey whore, but don't want it to be public

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Yes, and I will.

Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
Taken, confused, and perhaps the tiniest bit heartbroken.

What if I told you that you were pretty?
Grin, shy away, and maybe giggle a little.

Ever been told "it’s not you, it's me"?
Essentially, yes.

Are you interested in anyone right now?
Yes, at this very second!

What are you looking forward to in the next week?
AP Exams, Wildwood

Do you want to be single?
I think so.

Do you like to take walks?
Haha, indeedily do.

Did you go out or stay in last night?
I went out for most of the afternoon, but had to come home before 7.

How late did you stay up last night?
3 AM

Excited for anything?
Wildwood, prom, the end of AP Exams

Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
Yes. Jimmy was in Hawaii and called me and I realized.

Last three things you had to drink?
Milk, water, water

Have you pretended to like someone?
Hahaha, oh my sweet, sweet Wasiq.

Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
Yep, but I didn't initiate it, and not to a boy.

Where was your profile picture taken?
Longwood Gardens, bitches.

Is it hard for you to get over someone?
I didn't think that it would be, but I have discovered that it is.

Think back five months ago, were you single?
I had a hookup, but yes.

What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
Playing Ultimate and getting the sickest turf burns ever for the best dive in the history of dives to score.

Hold hands with anyone this week?
With my dear Jimmy.

Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
No. I physically could, but I don't want to die without trying it once.

What would you name your future son?
John, Jack, or Wasiq Jr.

Do you miss anyone?
Abby, Dave, my mom, my uncles, Kristin, Katy, Laura

Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
No, but it's one of my things to do before I graduate college.

Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
Ew, yes. Blaaaaagh.

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
Closed.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I probably could, but I've never had a reason to. If I feel something, I've told someone about it.

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Haha, yeah, my brother can be quite the dick.

Who did you last see in person?
Mi hermano.

Are you listening to music right now?
Hahahaha. Yes, Kamelot, thanks to Wasiq.

What is something you currently want right now?
To find a tree to climb!

What is the last thing you said out loud?
"I never know where I'm going."

How is your heart lately?
Healthy, beating, blue/reddish, confused

Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
Nope!

Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
Not yet.

Are you wearing socks?
Super awesome pink and black stripey ones!

What do the majority of people in your life call you?
Chloe, awesome

What's on your mind right now?
WHAT THE HELL IS THAT OVER THE BARN THAT I NOTICED JUST THIS INSTANCE HOLY HELL I THINK IT'S A CRANE.

Are there any stressful situations in your life?
Well, I should be for AP Exams, but I don't get stressed out too much.

Who did you last share a bed with?
The last people I last shared a bed with was Jimmy, Schade, and Wizpig.

Did you do something bad today?
Mwahaha. Almost incited an anarchist riot in Career Development. Ms. Wessman laughed.

When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
Roughly 40 minutes ago.

Do you get stressed out easily?
Hahaha, I'm so chill.

How old is the oldest person on your top friends?
Top friends is a petty tool for fighting.

Will you sing today?
I did and will.

Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but couldn't?
Yeah, which is why I used to pride myself on my honesty because I never had this problem before.

Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
Jeff, Viv

Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
No, but I hope to eventually for nothing serious.

What are you listening to right now?
The Pendulous Fall from Ghost Opera by Kamelot

What is wrong with you right now?
I have skinned knees and a confusing situation, but other than that I'm gosh darned well.

What is on your wrists right now?
My drumline bracelet, a hair tie, and my prom invitation bracelet from Jimmy

Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you're wearing?
My mom got it for me down the boardwalk two years ago. It has Jimi Hendrix on it.

What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
Both are equally incredible.

Do you make wishes at 11:11?
No, I've wasted too much magic in wishing for the reasonable, so I decided that either something is impossible or I will make it happen.

Are you a good artist?
Yes.

Love really is a beautiful thing, huh?
Gorgeous. Wouldn't trade it for the world.

Do you miss the way things were 3 or 4 months ago?
Nope, things are soooo good for me now and my brother would've just gotten out of the hospital.

Ever been on a golf cart?
Ridin' dirty

Do you have trust issues?.
I don't trust very easily, but I got over it for the important stuff and it's not an "issue" that has affected me since.

Ever stayed up all night on the phone?
Yes. Also, does Skype count?

Do you own something from Hot Topic?
Socks, rainbow suspenders, buttons, thigh high stockings, a garter belt, and shirts.

Do you use chap stick?
Not frequently, but yes.

Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
Never with force enough to make it count, but very gentle taps, yes.

Do you sleep with the TV on?
Nope.

Do you have a little sister?
Nope.

Have you ever been to New York?
So much fun. My love of the Phantom in 7th. Throwing a pretzel at my brother and having him attacked by pigeons. The birthday party hogging the pirate ship freshman year. Bubba Gump Shrimp and Louis in sophomore. "Again."

Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Absolutely.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Learning to play Going to California on electric mandolin.

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
Myself! :D

Were your last three kisses from the same person?
No. UGH! GROSS!

Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
I'm workin' on it.

Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
Alone. Bitches take up space and blankets and stink and I look terrible when I sleep. However, naps are exceptions.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

"meglio esserci lasiati che non esserci mai incontrati"

Two good things happened today. But when I got home, nothing was changed.

There's a hipster website with quotes and pictures that I like, but there are a lot of pictures of hip guys smoking and skateboarding and wearing plaid and taking photographs. I'm scared I'll see Dave.

"If somebody yells out, 'Hey! Stop, drop, and roll!' Say, 'That might save my skin, but it won't save my soul.'"

I finally got to hear Tarkio, rather than read the Wikipedia article, and I like it as much as The Decemberists.

I used to pride myself on being honest and saying what I thought to the people it mattered to.

My guitar needs new strings.

Good Arms vs. Bad Arms is in my Top 50 Most Played as of late...

The only 2 songs that deserve to be in my Top 10 Played are Farmhouse and Going to California.

For the first time of the New Year, I accidentally made it to Wednesday without reading the Sunday Secrets. They made me sad.

I'm relying on the summer to do complete all of my resolutions. Except for one. I think I'm putting too much effort into one time rather than continually self improving.

If I talk behind someone's back, and they ask to know what I was saying, I will tell them (not who I was talking with). I wonder what is possible to be said about me behind my back.

Jimmy, talking behind people's backs: "Matt is AWESOME." "Trisha is awesome." "I did not ask to see that of Katie Fain."

On Morse Code's birthday I took a screen shot of the search bar on Google. I hope Dave thought of me too. I need to get over him.

I kinda want a motorcycle license. Also a gun license. Not to mention SCUBA, hot air balloon, pilot, HAM radio, and driver's.

Monday, April 27, 2009

I used to think that boys who broke up with girls for not putting out were cruel.
I know who I want to take me home.

Today, I sat down until the sun went down and the moon came out. I was wearing jeans and a t shirt and the warm wind is beckoning of summer. It's too soon. I don't want there to be another summer to replace my last one.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Today

I woke up at one or so and did odd jobs about the house, mostly jobs related to the internet. Jimmy was hanging out with Josh and my dad was doing more productive odd jobs about the house, so I assumed I was out of a ride wherever I felt like going. However, it was positively the most beautiful day of the year so far, and a walk would be absolutely gorgeous. My original intent was to bring my sketch pad and a Sharpie, but I settled on a camera, a Sharpie, and a goal to take pictures of memories, minus the people. I went up Kirk, got pictures of BYC and the specific picnic table. A right on Smithbridge to Build a Dream where I got the other picnic table as well as the quotes Molly, Stasi, and I left there. I wanted to get a picture of Dave's driveway, which was where we had our first kiss where something felt really different. My mom interrupted it, of course, but it was still really nice. I decided that it was about dinner time, and if his family was eating there, it would be beyond creepy to see me taking pictures of their house. Jeff's lawn has plenty of memories though, which is where I was headed when I ran into Dan walking Diesel. We chatted it up in the road, his parents were at Pitt, and we decided to hang out for a little while. The conversation was great and Mr. Graney sounds like a really awesome person. He offered me Kool-Aid, an apple, and some other stuff, and eventually we walked to Wawa, talking. I didn't get a picture of Jeff's lawn. At Wawa, we saw Regis where Dan got a lead on a potential job opening. Dan got green tea and M&Ms (for me) with the money his parents left him, and we walked back to his house. I learned a short cut through Sweet Hollow because my dad called, as it was nearing sunset. We hugged our goodbyes and I jog/walked to Garnet Mine where my dad picked me up. He was a little mad, but I wasn't drunk, high, or fucked, so I assume everything's fine.

TIA Chapter 3 Championships

"Chloe, the alarm is late."
Shower
Dress
Text Meg that I'll be late
Drive
Tell my mom I don't want to walk with her because I don't like walking with her
Ride in silence
Get into the other car
Get lost
Laugh
Listen to music
Dance like a scene kid
Laugh
Spot Tom Jones
Arrive
Get out
Say, "Thank you, sir."
Sit down
Get water
Order the blue ribbon special
Sit
Have Molly make fun of me
Put my hand in her face
Have her swat away my hand
Hold her hand
Talk
Eat
Eat other people's food
Bathroom
Return
Picture
Pay bill
"GV does not dine and dash."
Leave
Ride
Arrive
Stand
Explain why I'm wearing high heels
"I don't actually live at my mom's."
Practice
Being mean to Molly
Being forgiven
Apologizing
Practicing
Group talk
Saying there are, in fact, M&Ms
Moving
Being very warm
Watching boys play hackysack
Loading
Sitting
Eating
Talking
Eating
Talking
Moving
Riding
Talking
Listening
Changing
Unloading
Laughing
Moving
Practicing
Being ungodly warm
Sitting and drinking water in the shade
Practicing
Looking for a 4 Leaf Clover
Practicing
Looking for a 4 Leaf Clover
Practicing
Looking for a 4 Leaf Clover and drinking
Moving
Waiting
Talking to Kacey
Talking to Tom
Talking to Barathi
Talking
Changing
Moving
Fixing the resonators
Whispering
Moving
Performing
[Acting, Playing]
Moving off
Standing around
Crying a little
Moving
Loading
Laughing
Sitting with Rose
Talking
Having fun with Joey and Barathi and Rose
Sitting
Bodies on the Floor
Loading
Changing
Laughing
Group talk
Laughing
Finding the courtyard with Rose
Sitting
Talking
Boomerang and Frisbee in the courtyard
Great fun
Diving for the frisbee
Finding a three clover made of confetti
Laughing
Frisbee
Trying to climb the tree
Molesty hands
Trying to make the frisbee go through the boomerang
Double high-fiving Alex
Rejoicing on the hill
Finding a 4 Leaf Clover
Cursing incredibly loud
Being terribly embarrassed because of the toddler in the courtyard
Trying to get a band-aid for Barathi
Breaking into the bus
Getting band-aid
Coming back
She already had a band-aid
Frisbee
Boomerang
Tom trying to make the boomerang come back around
Going inside to watch Chichester's guard
Watching GV's guard
Wishing I could dance
Talking to Christian, Joey, Rose, and Barathi in the cafeteria
Being crude
Getting stared at
Talking to Christian, Joey, and Rose in the cafeteria
Talking to Christian, Joey, Rose, and Alex in the cafeteria
Talking to Christian, Joey, Rose, Alex, and Stasi in the cafeteria
Talking to Christian, Joey, Rose, Alex, Stasi, and Hetty in the cafeteria
Laughing the whole time
Going back to the bus
Changing
Standing outside the bus
Making salacious talk with Stasi
Going inside
Watching the good guard
Making hilarious faces (according to Ms. Turso)
Screaming for the boy with the dolphin tattoo over his bellybutton
Laughing and being scared with Rose, Joey, and Christian
Leaving for the A Gym
Standing outside
Rejoining the group
Standing outside
Getting in line
Clapping and stomping to "We Will Rock You"
Talking to Stasi
Counting off for the boys doing pull ups
Leaving the room
Head bobbing
Dancing a little
Standing
Being disappointed
Standing
Cheering
Leaving
Bathroom
Leaving
Bus
Changing
Being disappointed
Phone call
Sharing our favorite memories
Making new ones
Losing pididdle
Having crazy awesome fun
Changing
Getting off the bus
Unloading
Leaving