Saturday, May 1, 2010

Lover I Don't Have to Love

Today, after the dress fitting, I purchased fake pearls and "fuck me heels." The dress is so long that the heels won't be visible during prom, but I'll definitely be using them again. In anticipation of May, I've taken steps to get a little fit, to be a little sexier, and I see the results. They're nice. But I've been reconsidering my motive. Feminine appeal doesn't matter much if there's no reciprocated lust, and I've gotten in an awful rut of boys sans sex drives.

2 comments:

Polly Edaline said...

Oh! I see you finally got your pearl necklace. Do you want me to come over and give you one? ;)

goobaloo said...

No thanks, I've got a boy for that. Though I am curious who this is, 'cuz I don't think I told many people about that.