Recollection

I spent about an hour thinking about him last night. Not really who he is now, but what it was like. Several things remind me of it, and it's not bad, because the whole thing was a lot of fun. Something made me actually laugh out loud thinking about it. That might have been painful irony though. Nutella Sammiches, excellent, and Nutella Sammich Kisses, not as excellent. Pretty much everything at the Sale does. It was our first date. He paid for dinner and I bought him baklava. He slipped on the hardwood floor once, that was funny. I wound up smelling like him that day. He does have a good choice of body spray. I made a line of a song that doesn't have any other words because I liked it. He kissed me with his eyes closed, so I changed it to, she fucks with her eyes closed. He's also not a good kisser. Very heavy lipped. Now I'm just angry he's sorta boring and I don't know what to say to him. I miss talking, but again, there's nothing to say to him. I laughed at how long our conversations were. I thought it was crazy. I've wound up having similarly long conversations with Matt which sorta pisses me off. I don't want anything from Matt right now. I will later, I know, and while I could have a romantic relationship, I'm just not in it yet. I don't want to do anything to ruin our friendship because it means so much to me. Also, I'm still a little bit not done fantasizing about Joe. I can't do anything on my own without thinking about him. Maybe that was what made me laugh, thinking about him and how he won't get anything else until he goes to college. Nope... I think it might have been the conversation in my head I was going to have with him about the pictures from Sarah's birthday party. Now that he's accepted into college, I don't see any reason not to put them back up. Plus, I'm still a fan of him topless. Which is weird. OMG! It was something about a fun patch and Dr. Cox. It was Dr. Cox I was thinking of... I'm completely over a romantic relationship, especially because he's not really funny anymore. He actually wasn't the whole time really... Matt's always made me laugh more. I'm not even sure where Wasiq fits in. Eh, hottie with a body.