Talking

I haven't talked to anyone in so long. I miss Sarah and Abby, and this week has been too hectic to talk to Trisha just because of circumstance. What I need to say I can't to Matt, and what I want to say feels almost too personal for me to share it because I feel stupid and childish. My brother had friends over all weekend, and he assumes things I guess, but I haven't told him anything recently either. Friday I was going to go all girl talk and what not, and by Saturday I realized I needed it a lot sooner than I thought. Of course it's about Dave, and I don't want to ramble, but this time it's also about me. I felt so much stronger and secure in myself before. I am still strong, it just hurts more to make sure I stay me.